Alrighty! About time I post something about this. Im in a Welcome To Hell Amino. There has been alot going on and it is getting kind of irritating. Sure, no one can help feeling depressed but you have got to know, there are other people in the chat as well! Im not calling anyone out at all. All Im saying is, you have GOT to get up, brush your self off and take the next big step in your life. You cant let that little devil inside you take control of you. You have to tell it Shut Up and F**k off, because you have a full life ahead of you and nothing should EVER make you cut it short. I understand that life is hard, I have been there. Ive been through the depression, suicidal thoughts, and bullying. I have the little demon inside me, but what I dont have. I dont have the will to let it win. Im willing to fight. Not for me but for the people I have lost and have. I am willing to fight for my life and the things to come ahead. I am aware there will be down times where, I feel like there is nothing left. If I left now, so many people would be hurt and it would just be selfish. Anyway, thats just my thoughts. I had to get this out somehow, eh? Thanks for reading if you did. I love you all, may God light your paths! See ya~ Anyway, yes, I am back! How have you all been? I honestly doubt anyone looks here anymore. Thats alright though, I am going to try and bring this back! <333
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CampSooo, I wont be active on anything until the 30th! I am going to a camp for my youth group! Its for a week and they don't allow electronics ;3; I'll be inactive on everything until the 30th. See yall then! R.I.P Chester BenningtonSoo.. I heard today Chester passed away from suicide. I also learned today that he is the lead singer from Linkin Park. If you dont know one of there songs. One will be down below. Well.. Its pretty dissapointing. I love Linkin Park. I hope they will do their best to continue making music. If not, then I 100% understand! My best internet friend Kalei made a Red Bubble! She is amazing at art so, I thought you might wanna buy stuff! I am going too! I plan on buying her Alice phone case!!
I went to see Guardians Of The Galaxy 2 with my mom the sad thing is, Cindy (also my mom) had to work so, I didnt see her much today ;W;
But thanks so much for adopting me you too! =D Happy mothers day to every amazing mom out there! 1) So, the day started off with me going to Sandy's. (She is a tutor I go to =3 ) We went to the car museum. They had a ghost buster car!! I got a picture! They also had a grease car which I took a picture of for my mom! We ate there and the animatronics there were very loud and Sandy, Daniela and I dreaded everytime they played. The good thing is. We only stayed and they only played once. After we ate we went to the gift antique shop. I got a whinny the pooh, tigger pen, puppy webkinz, cross bracelet. We stayed there until 2:30. 2) After I got home we left shortly after. We headed off to my bible study at Rachel Deans house. Rachel was listening to "Luis Fonsi, Daddy Yankee - Despacito (Audio) ft. Justin Bieber" ended up liking the song! So, after everyone got there we studied the bible and I gave Rachel my tigger pen! I had to leave shortly after too. Song VV 3) I got to Bri and Somer's house to set up their graduation party. They ended up the door was locked so, we waited for them to get home. When they got there there were to strangers. It turned out to be Bri's boyfriend and Somer's boy best friend. I was so so shy to them at first. but after a while Braden grew on me. He is a nice guy, Bri is lucky to have him. I didnt get to know Will much though, Somer's boy best friend. I am sad about that. I gave Somer the cross bracelet and Bri the gold bracelet. We hung out alot. We had alot of fun! We might have a sleepover this weekend! Anyway! Thanks for reading my wafflez! Enjoy your day or night~~ My friend Alberta passed away a month ago. My friend Yuri went to a Day Of The Dead Festival. They burnt roses to honor them and after they burnt, she responded! <3
"She said, she loves you very much and does want you being depressed over her departure. She wants you to grow and move on. Let go, and live." Thats what my friend Yuri sent me. <3 I miss her I took a quick selfie! I got my braces off by the way everyone but I got a retainer that I have to wear every night ;W;
Okay now to the story! I was asleep, and I woke up to get a midnight snack and go back to sleep. To be able to eat I had to take the retainer out! After I finished I brushed my teeth to get the food out before I put the retainer in. I did and went back to sleep. So, I put it in and went to sleep. I woke up again and my retainer was not in my mouth! I had taken it out in my sleep >.>. I literally got up and got a flashlight and found it where I had fallen asleep. It was soo weird. XD I dont understand but whatever =P Thanks for reading if you actually did! Have a cookie! So today, I had bible study!
1) No one was there expect me, Rachel and Nathan. We went outside and we climbed a tree. I got two pretty bad cuts. I almost got stuck up there. 2) I was on top of the swing set and I got stuck up there for about 30 minutes or more. Rachel was empathetic to me. She kept trying to calm me. Nathan was just extremely annoyed by me. I finally got down. 3) I was near some trees and I saw some bunnies. I got soooo close to them by making sure I couldnt even hear myself! 4) We got inside and Rachel cleaned my cuts and we chatted. When we got back out Ms. Dean was getting popcorn and we played a game called dutch blitz! Aaron has a fidget spinner so I played with that and he looked at my drawings x3 Around 9 my mom got there and I went home <3 --------------------- I hope we can do that again! Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 famous guys who you find attractive
dont have photos but Jake Short Chris Pratt Reaction Time Markiplier Lucas Till Day 24 - Your favorite movie and whats its about Dont have one atm x3 Day 17 - Your Highs And Lows Of This Past Year
High - I got a phone, dog, tv, xbox, I met Kalei Czarnik - Low - Its personal Day 18 - Your Beliefs I believe in God Day 19 - Disrespecting Your Parents Oh, Gosh! I Cant! Day 20 - How Important Do You Thing Edication Is? Very Important Rather If I Want To Admit It Or Not!! Day 22 - How Have You Changed In The Past Year I have gotten much more better at drawing and more confidence! Sorry for missing so many days ;^; Someplace you'd like to move or visit
Hmm... I am adopted from Guatamala. So I would love you visit that place! Your earliest memory Hmm.... I remember when we went to the WaterFront. I was really really young. Bullet Your Whole Day
Put your music playlist on shuffle and name the first 10 songs that pop up
1. Repeating Days - R5 2. Headphones - Britt Nicole 3. Memory - TobyFox 4. Hello Ft. Dragonette - Martin Solveig, Dragonette 5. Come And Get It - Selena Gomez 6. Kill 'Em With Kindness - Selena Gomez 7. More Than A Band - Brigdet Mendler, Neaomi Scott How do you Hope your future will be like
Your zodiac sign and if you think if it fits your personality Uhhm, I didnt know they had a fit or not? XDD Day 08 / 30 Day Challenge
a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life Well, not really anytime soon but I have made a wire cross!! |